Out of the 130 pictures I have reblogged in the past 2 days, almost every single quote is for you. These are the words I can’t say. This is everything you deserve to hear, everything I’m too scared to say. You deserve these words more than anyone else I know. They might not change anything. They might not make a difference. You may not even care anymore. But I know I have to say everything anyways. I can’t let myself forget, you deserve this. And so I will build up the courage to eventually say everything. I can’t be scared anymore. What if it changes everything? So what if there’s a chance that nothing will change. Fuck that chance. What if I let you pass me by, again? What if I don’t say the words that could change everything? You’ve been around since the very first day of school. Almost a whole year. You never left, even though you always came second. And I know you deserved more than second best, second choice, second place, second option. You didn’t even let it show that it hurt you. You weren’t even mean about it. How could I? We both know damn well you deserved first place. I should have let you in because you belonged there. And I’m gonna fix this, all of this..because I finally realized that I can’t keep everyone out of my life in fear of being hurt. I have to let people in, and I’m starting with you. You are apart of this, and you are the reason I feel this way. I’m sorry I held it all in when you asked how I felt. I promise you’ll hear it all one day. I just hope it isn’t too late.